Thank you Admin for the candle comment and for the pictures of Joaquin. It makes me want to give him a hug. he must be going through a lot..
PTA must be devastated. He mentioned in an interview last year that Philip was one of his best friends.
The media is talking a lot about Philip here in the USA. Everybody is in shock. I feel so bad that I hadn't valued him more while he was alive. Gosh , we spoke about the Master and we never really talked about him as much as we talked about Joaquin, and he was freaking good. I wonder if he ever felt like he didn't get enough recognition.
I am very upset with a society that allows things like this to happen over and over. They are saying that heroin use has doubled since 2007 and the reason is that people get hooked on prescription drugs - pain killers- and when they run out they find that heroin as a substitute because of a similar composition.They are now investigating who was the dealer that sold him the drugs.
It feels so unjust that Philip died. We all go through difficult moments, a moment of weakness , we all have that.. but I guess if you are a drug addict, those difficult moments become extra dangerous. How can you stop this from happening ? I wish we could bring Philip back and tell him how wonderful he is and to please do everything it takes to stop using but now it's too late ! Sometimes all you need is somebody to show you their feelings and make you feel like you matter..
An expert was saying on the news yesterday that heroine is so hard to give up it takes about 6 or 7 times to relapse before you can really quit for good. Many people won't make it to the end. Philip had relapsed twice..
NYTimes cover today... I wish they had something more personal to say .. He wasn't just an actor. He was the actor.
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